Selamat Hari Raya

Hari nie last keje sebelum cuti raya...esok deepavali...aku cuti dari esok sampai ahad 6/11/2005. Malam nie aku bertolak balik ke JB. Tahun lepas aku terus balik melaka. Tahun nie kena balik JB dulu amik mak ngan abah sebab Icham (abg ngah) balik terengganu, bapak mertua dia sakit. Esok atau lusa baru aku balik melaka.

Raya tahun nie sama macam raya tahun-tahun yang lepas. Aku memang takda shoping raya. Paling kuat pun ari tu pegi Jalan Masjid India dengan Adi beli butang baju melayu. Hehe. Baju melayu plak memang dah lama aku tempah. Dah 5 tahun pakai baju yang sama. Bukan apa...dah besar2 nie, dah takda nak bergaya...janji raya.

Tahun nie 3 kali aku buka pose kat hotel...record tu...biasanya takder...hehehe...kat Istana Hotel KL dengan geng Celcom, Concorde KL dengan geng Time dan kat Concorde Shah Alam dengan geng Kaypi. Antara tiga2 hotel tu...paling best makan kat Istana Hotel...Peergh...tak terpilih kau..macam-macam negeri punya masakan ada.

Oklah...selamat hari raya aidilfitri untuk aku...aku maafkan segala kesilapan aku...hati-hati memandu.

Di Concorde Hotel KL

Melepak minum kopi lepas buka pose kat Concorde Shah Alam

Thought of the day

- When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us -

Will U

If I love you today,
Will you love me tomorrow?
Will you wipe always my tears
When I’m consumed in saddened sorrow?

If I give you my heart to cherish,
Will you treasure it always?
Or will you play until you’re bored,
Like a child that’s tired of play?

If I give you my trust,
Is it something you’d betray?
Before I get too deep in this,
These things must be squared away?

I would never do you wrong.
I would never make you cry.
For I really do care for you
And want you in my life.

So, say you’ll give to me your heart.
And I will give you mine.
I will treasure it and cherish it,
Until the end of time.

Jalan Istana & Jalan Masjid India

Semalam aku, adi, bobz, zila & su pegi jalan masjid india. Kitorang kuar umah dalam pukul 6 petang. Sepanjang perjalanan pikir nak buka pose kat mana. Last-last bila dah masuk jalan sg. besi aku terpikir lak nak try tgk Medan Makan kat Jalan Istana buka ke tak. Bila kitorang sampai kat sana, tgk buka, apa lagi..cepat2 book meja. Menu kegemaran kat sana ialah ikan bakar. Aku pun order ler pari satu, sotong dua & terubuk satu (biasalah favourite aku). Nyum...nyum...bobz makan ngan lahapnya. Hehehe.

Lepas solat maghrib kitorang bertolak lah ker tempat asal tujuan kami. Peeerghhh....macam rusuhan...ramai giler orang...deme nie tak reti nak duk umah ke? Mula-mula pegi Pertama Complex dulu, adi cari spec Ray-Ban raya dia...aku lah jadi mangsa tawar menawar, apa ingat aku salesman ke. Takper dapat gak diskaun. Lepas tu pegi reject shop jap. Nasib baik kat tempat nie tak leh tawar menawar...kalau tak aku gak yang kena.

Kemudian barulah kami mengharungi lautan manusia kat jalan masjid india tu. Aku tak beli apa pun, cuma beli butang baju melayu. Adi pun sama...cheh...iyer...iyer je ajak aku pegi...tapi beli butang baju melayu 5 dua inggit.

Penat-penat....lepak minum kat Gazebo Subang jap...lepas tu balik...best sungguh dapat tido semalam...hujan lak tu....adi & bobz gi jamming ngan yee. Ajak aku...takpelah....lain kali jek...hehehe

Malaysian PM's wife dies - Bernama

Malaysian PM's wife dies - Bernama
Reuters
Updated: 8:45 p.m. ET Oct. 19, 2005

KUALA LUMPUR - Endon Mahmood, the hugely popular wife of Malaysia's prime minister, died on Thursday, following a lengthy battle with breast cancer, national news agency Bernama said.

It quoted Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi as saying his wife had died at 7:55 a.m. at his official residence. She was 64.

Endon, as she was affectionately known by most Malaysians, was a huge source of inspiration for Abdullah, and many political analysts say she encouraged him to pursue the leadership.
Abdullah, 65, took power late in 2003, as the chosen successor of veteran leader Mahathir Mohamad.

The soft-spoken Endon was diagnosed with breast cancer soon after her twin sister Noraini found out she had the disease in 2002.

Since then, she had made regular trips to the United States for treatment. Endon recently returned home from weeks of treatment in Los Angeles, but immediately went into hospital to guard against secondary infections, on doctor's advice.

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(c) 2005 MSNBC.com

Thanks Allah

When I Asked God for Strength
He Gave Me Difficult Situations to Face

When I Asked God for Brain & Brown
He Gave Me Puzzles in Life to Solve

When I Asked God for Happiness
He Showed Me Some Unhappy People

When I Asked God for Wealth
He Showed Me How to Work Hard

When I Asked God for Favors
He Showed Me Opportunities to Work Hard

When I Asked God for Peace
He Showed Me How to Help Others

God Gave Me Nothing I Wanted
He Gave Me Everything I Needed

An Alphabetical Poem

All this I feel that I must say
Before you decide to walk away.
Come here and let me whisper in
Deep thoughts that I had once hidden.
Ever alert for the chance to fix,
Forgiving and forgetting all the stones and the sticks.
Giving the love we always will yearn,
Having the love that somehow I learned.
Igniting a passion that once, we thought, died...
Just my excitement is locked safe inside.
Keeping ahold on my wild-girl ways,
Letting the best of me lead on through my days.
Maybe you'll find that, deep in your heart,
Not to stop what you're good at before you even start
Opposing your mind to let love lead on,
Pushing aside reason before love, our love, has gone.
Quieting the sounds of our friends who oppose...
Resting together until you propose.
Secretly vowing our love won't run out;
Testing our love by withstanding our doubt.
Using our time just as much as we can,
Very successfully and greatly planned.
Willingly we will live happy as one;
X-rays will prove that we'll never be undone.
Youths we were once, but now we have grown,
Zapping our past with the winds that have blown

Relationship

"Relationships--of all kinds--are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost."

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry...
For all the mean things I might have said.

I'm Sorry...
For all the things I did or didn't do.

I'm Sorry...
If I ever ignored you.

I'm Sorry...
If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.

I'm Sorry...
If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.

I'll be there for you...
Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you.

I am Sorry...
For everything wrong I've ever done.

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
Im sorry.

Learn to Love

I close my eyes and think of you,
and all these feelings, that are so true.

Before you stepped into my life,
I lived my days so full of strife.

For I never realized what I was longing for,
a listening ear, a gentle kiss and so much more.

I was so afraid to let you in,
because it had been so bad way back then.

But you began just as a good friend,
someone to share my secrets and confide in.

I saw things in you that is not in plain sight,
the more time we spent I knew it was right.

With this I want you to know,
that my feelings for you can only grow.
And as the months turn into years,
whatever you need I will always be here

Words just can't express everything
How much you mean to me
I just want to thank you most
For making my life so complete

About a Girl

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.
He said no.

She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.

She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.
He again said no.

She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.

As she walked away,
he grabbed her arm and told her to stay,
he said,"You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

I am The Guy

The guy who loves you,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew,
if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
he only knew that,
in his eyes,
you are the only one

The guy who loves you,
seldom praise you,
but in his heart,
you are the best,
only he know it,

The guy who loves you,
will scold or complaint if you didn't reply his message but doesnt others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
Only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even if its accidentally.
and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise..

1st pose 2005

4.30 pagi aku terjaga...makanlah nasi goreng sotong yang aku pesan bungkus kat bobz malam tadi dan minum teh O aku buat malam semalam. Jadi bersahurlah aku...aku kejut bobz...dia tak bangun...malas nak naik atas kejut duan...letih naik tangga...

Adush...first pose dah kene pegi site visit kat ppum. Anuar Mawashi pagi2 buta dah tepon aku suruh bersiap. Sampai awal giler...pukul 8.30 pagi. Tup...tup...pukul 9.30 pagi baru dapat tengok bilik yang nak renovate tu...bukan boleh minum2 ker atau isap rokok...apa daaa nuar....

Sampai sana aku berlagak macam kontraktor binaan...pada hal aku nak tengok part aku jer...nak buat network cabling. Hehehe....

Tengahari baru aku masuk opis...baru nak amik nafas...dapat lak e-mail dari Kaypi ada urgent meeting esok pagi pukul 10. Bos call aku....kenalah prepare report pasal kes notebook Palette yang hilang kat service centre diorang. Lepas tu tuduh lak kitorang dah ambil balik...diorang main lepas tangan je...celaka punya cina...

Aik...semua orang dah balik...iyer daa...bulan pose bos suruh balik pukul 4.30 ptg. Tapi aku biasalah...macam takder umah...keje tetaplah lebih 12 jam sehari.

Apa nak makan utk buka pose hari nie...aaaahhhh...beli jer lah kat restoren ibu...bukan susah...hulur jer duit kat erul tu...

Banyak lagi keje aku tak siap nie...camner aku nak buat...ada yang kantoi terawikh malam nie...takper...semalam dah buat...hehehe

Welcome to Myself

Hmmm....my first blog, macam best jer. Aku tengok ramai yang ada, aku pun nak cuba gak lah....

Testing...testing...testing 1 2 3...hahaha....

Kalau korang nak tau tak? Tak yah bagitau lah, rahsia...hehehehe...

Kepada sesiapa yang tersesat kat sini dan mengenali aku...buat2 tak kenal jer lah...aku saja jer nak layan blues kat sini...jangan tuduh aku jiwang lak...